Cherry Blossom

summer has started and I'm finally moving on from middle school and onto high school! Although I'm very relieved and gleeful that I left the mess I made, I'm heading in the awful direction of growing up. It's honestly very bittersweet.

today I thought was boring, as most of my summer has been so far. Friends aren't really over at all, unless you're talking about the TV show. So far I've been on NetfLix, sleeping... you know, the usual depressed teen kind of thing. Well, I'm not depressed. I'm just a loser with no life. *nervously winks

And I'd really like to go outside and enjoy the fresh, Florida air, yet I'm not allowed to go outside. My dad thinks he isn't over protective, but look at that.

plus, all I've had to eat so far at all is tea and vegetables because my dad is super organic and I can't so much as take a smell t something with sugar in it. I hate my life at the moment because I don't even have the opportunity to do anything that I want. 

But the worSt part is what I did today. It's unforgivable and iredemable... 

I cut my hair thinking that if I got bangs (well you weirdos in Europe call in fringe) I would look good. Why would I think that? !?!?!?!?!????!?!3! Am I not human? (We'll talk about that later)

I stopped, knowing that if I cut my hair any furthur, I might lose my dignity. But the good news is that since I'm never going anywhere, nobody will get the chance to see my terrible mistake that is forever stuck on my head.

DO I REALLY want to go to high school looking like Satan? Not really.

Thank you and goodnight.

Alex