If you were happy every day of your life you wouldn't be a human being. You'd be a game show host.

I was looking through the ol' photo gallery photos that I took with my phone camera. Although I don't have an iPhone (because my parents must want me to die from thirst... Of apple technology) I have an okay phone camera. It doesn't have super resolution powers, but it is what it is. 

From an art book in my school library.

My eight grade dance.

Also from an art book.

From a visit to a local high school.

my sister rocking this dress! ♡

My sister at her grade school graduation.

OOOH double vision

*melancholy music*

This is my grungey and rad friend Angianette. 

I was at a local museum garden and the sky was in a perfect condition.

Shadowplay

My top is from American Apparel and I'm from my parents.

She slays. 

I know that it looks very tumblry but so is her spirit. 

Have a great day. 

All photos are mine.

-Alexandria

plastic lips plastic heart

And out of all the cruises in the world and all of the riots that cloud up this world with fear, and out of all the flossing you could be doing, out of all the instagraming memeing, you are here. I'm not sure what that means as far as your "adventurous" life, but I know that I come with an expiration date! I'm trying to make the most of whatever time I have left. I don't know what you're doing with yours.

Sorry. It's late and I have school orientation tomorrow. Oh, wait... lemme refraise. I have an anxiety pumped HIGH SCHOOL orientation tomorrow where I will awkwardly try to avoid everyone and anyone that tries to make social contaCT with me. So, yes. It's going to be fun. 

Also, I know that my blog post titles shold reflect on the context, but just go along with it. You aren't my mom!

I have a few music videos for you to watch. The aesthetics shaped me like a-little-girly-but-not-so-far-that-i-am-pushing-it-yet-super-strange cookie cutter. 

I contemplated this on on the way to school on the bus in a haze. For some reason, it makes me think of Vincent Van Gogh and also of foreign libraries.I don't know???? Regina Spektor is one of my biggest role models and on my list of hero's btw. 

honestly, this one is kind of off-putting but it gives me that blood rush of teen rebellion that keeps me going! 

Anywho... Kim Gordon reminds me of a little girl but with a lot of euphoric pain. Completely in love with it.

Now, I don't usually listen to high tempo, high pitched music, but I felt different about this song. It alienates itself because of the oddly nostalgic video but popular sounding "trash" music. What I mean by the word "trash" is stuff that old people complain about. They're always scared of the new generation, but what's wrong with young people?

Maybe I'll put some more playlists on this blog because you guys don't really have a clue of what my music genre jam is. But does it really matter?!?!?! *gasp!* it does to me.

Awkward potato is my middle name.

Alexandria

high school mood board 🌹

High school is coming up, which always means that my death date is coming closer and closer. Yay. I feel so blessed. Instead of me boring you with words about the suburban dreaming of a teenage girl, I will give you pictures.

On a real quick note, these pictures are all from Etsy.com. The top ones, that is. Yes I happen to be one of the people who online shop for beautiful items for hours but never have the money to actually buy anything. I have 99 items in my cart (because they don't allow me to add any more but thank god, right?) all of my items are very aesthetically coordinated to who I am. Or at least to the weird phase I'm going through.

These items are all from my favorites list, not my shopping cart.

What!?!??!!! A middle finger??? What's THAT doing on a kind nice TEENAGE blog like THIS!?!?!??

A new awesome album that I found through the power of the inter web. Give it a tryyyyyyyy.

These shoes are so Enid and this pink thing is so Cher (from clueless) and this shirt is just pretty.

FTC COURTNEY LOVE DOES NOT SUPPORT THIS BLOG BUT IT WOULD BE COOL IF SHE DID. FTC SONIC YOUTH IS JUST A BAND AND NOT A SPRONSER BUT LISTEN TO THEM. I 

KNOW. I'M THE TYPICAL KIND OF PINKISH PUNK ROCK BUT THE BAND REALLY IS GREAT. 

INDIVIDUAL BEAUTY.

So yeah. Don't worry. I'm not finished.

Tumblr? Instagram?awesome in general?

MARINA MARINA MARINA 

Some weird political cartoon thing but it looks really incredible.

Mia Wallace from the pulpiest 

the kind of fiction.

More graffiti with this photo bombing girl with amazing pants that I will steal/recreate some day.

More tumblrish kind of shizzzz. 

Unif.com strikes again. 

From Alexa chunks... Wait.... AUTOCORRECT!! Alexa Chung's Instagram account.

Unif forever guuuyyysss.

Pop art from dem streets tho

Etsy.com but so beautiful. 

Instagram. 

Etsy has lil jewels like this that make me go wild.

Kiana hearts also has lil jewels but on her shoes! She's one of my favorite youtubers. Check her channel out. 

Unif (the prices make me feel broke.)

Female power yo.

This is like the coolest graffiti in the universe. If you are the artist, you must make art hoes blush. Sorry for the language.

Unif.com 

You have reached the conclusion of one the longest blogposts ever endure so pat yourself on th back or give yourself that gold star because you know no one else will do that! Hope you didn't strain those eyes. 

Alex