Daydream Nation: i love you till my breathing stops

So summer's here and I remembered 'bout this ol' bloggerooo that I haven't posted on in decades. I'm 15 years old, in love, and very happy. Why? Well, you see, kids, people for ages have been asking the question: "Why am I here? Why are any of us on the polka dot that is Earth?" and the occasional "How much is an asiago bagel at Paneras and a drink to go, I'm parched."

The answer was right there all along, unlike a suprise geometry pop quiz on chapter 8, lesson 2. The answer to why any of us are here is simple. Love. And that sounds like some hippy nonsense, but I mean it. Finding people that surround you with a sudden erosion of discomfort and give you warm embraces, people who care about you and you in return give them the love they give you. Diagrams of human anatomy from vintage 1980s science text books, pearl earrings, pink lemonade, the beaches in Venice. Those are all physical delicacies that don't matter. The only thing that counts is true love.

And I've found true love in Mark Bellemare. He's the only man, human in fact that's worth a damn. He makes life worth it, his smile is enough to melt the whole world. That's just what Mark is meant to do.

Well, it is summer after all and we went a-walkin' over to the local thrift shop. A day on the town, a quick Sunday stroll. This is how the day started, but from the moment I stared, captivated by his dravite eyes I could tell it was going to be one of the most blissful days of my life.

He brought an ol' canon camera along with him. I had already captured a few snapshots, in fact mental pictures, but we captured a couple o' slivers of our day. Overall, I want to share an image of bliss and an example of how true happiness and purpose looks like so here's we's goes:

Some of these photos are serious, like my favourite radio contraction thingy-mic-bob, SiriusXM Radio. This one is one of those photos.

Cracking abrir un resfriado con los chicos in a local Taco Bell.

The classic face of a man in his raw mid-life crisis.

The classic face of a homeless man in his raw full life crisis.

A genuine smile caused my the man, the myth, the legend: Mark Bellemare. (a note: my hand is lowkey spocking the moment, just a quick observation.)

g l u g.

you already know what's up.

how to flirt 101

I look like I know where the piano is in this photo.

micronap

riddle of the model

I'm so in love with Mark that i'm taking handle of the tall glass of water that he is in this one.

ew smile

no comment for many reasons

Non-spons from Nike. This is like the word "lesbian" in sign language but it's a little off, like a bisexual girl.

a famous technique when tasting the smells of the fresh prince Taco Bell air.

I'm not dent-sure where I was going with this.

When I was ten years old, my parents took me to Disney world. I cried the whole time. I was not able to comprehend the beauty that was before me. I just wanted... to go home. Which is this Mexican man's arms.

This looks like a peachy keen shot from a dream sequence, oh wait.

I'll have H20, on the rocks, please.

*sexual innuendo*

actual Taco Bell advertisement ft. the actual Taco Bell dog.

In a moment of bliss we sat in the driveway, dancing, rolling, loving in the rain. That moment is worth more than all of the paintings in the Louvre, worth more than every nickel in the US, more than the bible, more than all-star memes.

lucky charm

Before alchoholics anonymous.

GOD HIS SMILE IS A MILLION STARS

you sly fox.

smudge and arrogant

Recorded History of the Bible: an image of Heaven

This ni🅱️🅱️a's bout to get freaking deported cos the Taco Bell police gon' get 'im.

https://www.google.com/search?q=defintion+of+cute&oq=defintion+of+cute&aqs=chrome..69i57j0l5.2383j0j7&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8#q=definition+of+cute

a true stunning sight of beauty, Mark is.

When you try to cover your face with white to look caucasion so you don't get deported.

After Alcoholics Anonymous.

And did I mention he's an actual model?

oh Papa John, dreaming about crisp pepperone

I like the compostition of this shot, it's one of the favourites in my collection mwahahaha

cOLlaR BOnE

Arrest this man! This is against student code of conduct, this bic is outta dress code. I know I'M destracted.

1924 Colorized: Papa John vs Taco Bell supreme court case; attractive man, Papa, steals krabby patty formula from taco bell in a whirl hoping it sells as a side order at his new restraunt.

Kevin and the Zits

A close up of attraction

memes are drems in disguise

white people, am I right?

so gorgeous, true majesty

icronic

noice tongue, guy

Lost In Translation, 2003.

These closeups are giving me butterflies in my stomache from partially missing him so much but from the rush of love to the head he brings from his presence.

RIP he's mourning the loss of his white mother

when they ask for a cup of tea and you pop out hoping you're their favourite drink

Wizard

he's like a million lighting bugs

A photo of Mark trying to take a sneak peak at my feet

when they call you by your street name

me weighing the decision of whether I should get rid of my tumor or let it kill me

enchanting

outfit details: skinny jeans from emo-sound influences, Nike caucasian shoes from his closet, button up groovy top from thrift shop trip as well as his corduroy navy blue jacket. Luscious hair from genetics, intense allure from being Mark Tortilla Bob Ross Nice Pond. Mailbox came with the house.

praise the sun

gone with the wind

I don't even know what to say, I'm speechless

Throwing Dandelion Seeds in an (Mark) Asshtray Forest

a true, skilled balletist

he's actually quite the dancer

ladies, gentlemen, and life on Mars: Mark the Machine Bellemare

prank

half past freckle

still flat

tender petrichor ruffles of majesty

the game is a-foot, my dear Watson

euphoric visions

gang symbols nOt in My CHriStian suburbs

even though it's not in focus, he's the only thing I can ever focus on.

All My Loving

tasting hair has never been easier.

also dear god he's such a sight.

a guide to achieve emo

blurryface who?

p·a·r·f·a·i·t

juggling with one hand

POPPIN COLLARS LIKE THE 80$ BOIO

how did such a miracle happen I'm bewildered by his existance

*click* aw, you blinked, damn it now that's in my brain forever

I'm glad he's in my life because nothing would be better.

crush

these collections of photos remind me of a La Dispute song because of the dreary nostalgic setting and the beauty, provided by Mark Bellemaine

My mom looked at this photo and asked me if Mark was high when this photo was taken and yes.

yes he is.

HIGH ON LIFE.

ha get prankt

Lawn and Order

Mark grass

Classic Mexican, always at the gardening.

The composition of this one confuses my opinion on the photo because the setting is unclear, but the textures and colour add a certain effect that makes me go "hey, that's pretty good." but then again, Mark is in it so it's a 24 karat golden photograph, no doubt.